Down the rabbit hole

You see me weep yet you stare at me with cold hollow eyes, is this love? I ask myself, maybe it is the dark side to love, if love had such a thing. Hate is too strong and final of a word to comprehend. My heart beats for you but in the heat of the moment I want it to stop as everything goes dark, then the light comes back and along with that all the reasons you made me smile and waves of happiness drown me and it feels good again. Please join me in the light and let us stay there forever, just us. But forever is a lot to ask of someone like you, so maybe just for a moment, but let us make that moment last, long before we go back to that place neither of us wants to bring our broken hearts.